Dreaming

September 28, 2009

She wonders aloud how many more times. How many times must she learn not to let herself get so attached? She is sick of letting everyone go. Will she ever have even one stay? Will someone push through her walls just because he loves her, take on her pain and shelter her heart from the storm forever raging within? Will she find someone who will see into her, fill and complete her dreams?

She manages to breathe again. Too strong right now to let herself cry. Too lonely to feel the skies watching her. Too hopeless to see the step right in front of her.

She lets her eyes close, detaching her mind from reality and drifting into darkness alive with restless dreams.