Someday

June 22, 2008

Back aches with the weight of her sin

Sometimes she just screams because she’s so locked in

She’ll think for a moment that maybe she’s loved

Then throw it away cause she wasn’t enough

She’ll give it all just to remain in his arms

For more than a second, just so she feels warm

But he walks away and her heart throbs with pain

She wasn’t good enough to keep him once again

Tears come so often, but once she was strong

She wants to go back but it’s been way too long

He’s gone away now, out of her reach forever

And inside she thinks she just should have been better

She collapses, Alone. And she won’t lift her eyes.

She’s consumed with her failure. Consumed with the lies.

And her daddy holds her, though she can’t feel His touch

His heart bleeds for her, but her pain is too much

Still He never gives up, and with her He stays

Someday she’ll stop trying to keep Him away