If

June 2004

If eyes are the window to the soul

you'd see emptiness in mine

if you would speak to me again

look into them one more time

If absence makes the heart grow fonder

than why does my beat fast

every time you glance in my direction

every time you walk past?

If I see through rose colored glasses

why does everything turn gray

each time I try to speak to you

and don't know what to say?

If time heals every single wound

it wouldn't hurt so much

when we sit together for hour upon hour

without a single touch

If the only man who's worth my tears

will never make me cry

then why can't I, in a million years

find a more worthy guy?